Canada just blew up an ISIS bomb factory

You know you fucked up if Canada gets involved

Again with the zombie dreams... LEAVE ME ALONE!!

Slept 12:30am-1am-ish (Had a hard time sleeping for some reason...), woke up 6am-ish.

So... I am considering myself extremely lucky.... My grandma had me open a bank account with her bank, some teachers credit union thingy.... And she gave me $750 total in the account... And every month, she is automatically putting $50 into my savings and $150 into my checkings...
And then in a couple months, Alex and I will be moving into a one bedroom appartment together... We searched for cat friendly appartments because I wanted to bring Stryder with me. Alex likes Stryder and Stryder really likes Alex.
Oh my gosh, a couple weeks ago, Alex was staying over at my grandmas with me and i was in the livong room, smoking a cigarette and Alex fell asleep on the floor! So, my mind being 100% evil, decided to put catnip on Alex and Stryder came running over and sat down on top of Alex and ate catnip. The catnip that was on Alex. It was so cute and funny!!!!

I have an unhealthy obsession with one of the guys who works at my gym. I call him Beard Guy.

All this shitty ass snow is making me feel sad. All the time. I just want it to be Spring again. I also want a skateboard so Alex and I can work out together... Like squats and push ups... And maybe even sit ups and all tjat fun stuff. I want to be fit this season and I want Alex to do it with me and i want to go out hiking in the woods and actually have a good summer...

Today, I just feel... Blah... Like... I have been sleeping all day but thats the half-life effect of my ativan. And i have been too anxious to sleep and feeling like things are watching me when i do try to sleep. So the ativan helps with that. Cant do klonopin because ot doesnt work that well. I still get that anxiety feeling but i get tired so thats not very relaxing...
Damn, life sometimes sucks bad!

Hey Akari, just for you :3

Boop.

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Make me fgt.